Wonderful Weather

Its early Sunday afternoon! Slept in a bit, walked the dog in the crazy chilly cold with wet wet grass which in turn creates soaking wet feet. As bad as it may seem, I feel like church isn't a good idea because I have nothing warm and appropriate to wear (Im not used to the dress really nice to a baptist church thing. Catholics are ok with daily attire) Not to mention after spending 30 min in the cold wet weather isn't helping how I feel (BTW its 39 degrees at 1pm and I really do LOVE IT!! :) )
Watched a new show called Ghost Lab who is based out of San Antonio and now of course we've got to be watching Dallas play Kansas City in their throwback uniforms.. which I kinda like. I'm cuddled on the floor, wrapped in my Snuggie (don't judge cause my mom made mine and its really cute and hella warm!!) Next to our fire (which of course was Jeff's first time to get one going (and all he had to do was put news ppr under the grate caused I'd already set up the wood and kindling)) that lead to a fun adventure, on in which Sable really doesn't like and has been laying in the bedroom ever since. I should be working my Mary Kay business and I will a lil later as I tell myself now however this week and just really cast a horrible tole on me!

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I have grown apparently a stronger bond to Sable as she seems to follow me around everywhere, cuddle up to me on the bed and even today for the first time and out of the random blue, she crawls over Jeff to sit in my lap. She is finally understanding we are here to take care of her as she is ours and that when we leave, we'll come back, when we go on a car ride, its just for fun and we'll still bring her back home after the fun outing.

Right now as I lay on the floor the smell reminds me of my grandma g's in Missouri and I miss her lots, and I miss actually going and seeing my family in Missouri! I feel like i'm living in this dead end rut with no end in sight and all that exists is trying to make money and when that isn't happening, sitting at home or going to bandera or vtown woopdi freaking do!! :(
Sorry for the depressing post, I needed to get it out there so that maybe my blood pressure will go down my heart will slow down :/