whirl wind

1st and foremost... Jeff is getting me one of the BEST Birthday gifts ever!!!!!! We are going on the Polar Express on my actual birthday!!!! And its gonna be the works where we get hot chocolate in a collectors mug and everything!!! I'M SO EXCITED!!!! I CAN'T TURN 25 FAST ENOUGH!!!

Man time has flown. It seems like forever since I've last be on here and so much has happened. God has answered all of my prayers, tho some of them I don't understand why he has answered them the way he has. I still believe so that is all that matters! I have a goal of being in a Red Jacket by the end of this month however I feel as though time is running out and options are closing out. I have made some head way and I feel much better about that so I truly can't complain. Today was interesting because of so many set backs. I had 3 scheduled appointments set up through out the day so that I can reach my goal! I had one cancel on me 20 min before, another who was a no call no show which was the worst and another who seemed really excited about at least getting a facial and hearing the facts which is really all I can ask for but canceled on me as well. I did get ahold of the no call no show and had an AMAZING sit down with her and feel really good. The one that canceled on me right before is meeting with Loni tomorrow and that I'm feeling good about too. I just hope that my hopes don't get all high again to get let down. Ultimately I'd love to be a red jacket by sat and I really really really hope to be!!!! I'm praying for a hail mary on this!
Moving on.... Sable has grown a strong liking to me and its kinda funny and a lil sad. I can tell Jeff is a lil upset but I cant help but laugh... I mean, I do walk her EVERY morning, brush her daily to get rid of tons of extra hair, feed her and give her baths... how can she not grow to love me more! ;) Jeff has been great through all of my trials this month... Even grilling out lots so we have great food through out the whole week! Friends are amazing and giving me lots of support when others stomp on my heart that I've put into my work what ever and where ever that my be. Stephanie is officially getting married March 20th 2010, I'm in the wedding and I'm finally getting to meet her fiance for the first time next weekend!!!! Melissa is coming up for the OU game and I can't wait to take her everywhere that is new and changed!!! My parents are still in limbo on coming up for thanksgiving but none the less Jeff and I are gonna be here together... I've got a good break for Christmas as well as bday!!! I can't wait!!! I need to get out of this hell hole for awhile because there is very little love in this city and I need a good dose of it so I'm off to get it!! Oh and Sable again.. sleeping next to me having her puppy dreams... they always get good when her tongue sticks out!! Man, I also have the wedding bug with all my close friends getting married in the next 7 months!

Side note to finish this long blog off.... Watching SVU... Oliva just arrested a guy who didn't speak English so she said his rights in Spanish! Some how that just doesn't seem right!