whirl wind

1st and foremost... Jeff is getting me one of the BEST Birthday gifts ever!!!!!! We are going on the Polar Express on my actual birthday!!!! And its gonna be the works where we get hot chocolate in a collectors mug and everything!!! I'M SO EXCITED!!!! I CAN'T TURN 25 FAST ENOUGH!!!

Man time has flown. It seems like forever since I've last be on here and so much has happened. God has answered all of my prayers, tho some of them I don't understand why he has answered them the way he has. I still believe so that is all that matters! I have a goal of being in a Red Jacket by the end of this month however I feel as though time is running out and options are closing out. I have made some head way and I feel much better about that so I truly can't complain. Today was interesting because of so many set backs. I had 3 scheduled appointments set up through out the day so that I can reach my goal! I had one cancel on me 20 min before, another who was a no call no show which was the worst and another who seemed really excited about at least getting a facial and hearing the facts which is really all I can ask for but canceled on me as well. I did get ahold of the no call no show and had an AMAZING sit down with her and feel really good. The one that canceled on me right before is meeting with Loni tomorrow and that I'm feeling good about too. I just hope that my hopes don't get all high again to get let down. Ultimately I'd love to be a red jacket by sat and I really really really hope to be!!!! I'm praying for a hail mary on this!
Moving on.... Sable has grown a strong liking to me and its kinda funny and a lil sad. I can tell Jeff is a lil upset but I cant help but laugh... I mean, I do walk her EVERY morning, brush her daily to get rid of tons of extra hair, feed her and give her baths... how can she not grow to love me more! ;) Jeff has been great through all of my trials this month... Even grilling out lots so we have great food through out the whole week! Friends are amazing and giving me lots of support when others stomp on my heart that I've put into my work what ever and where ever that my be. Stephanie is officially getting married March 20th 2010, I'm in the wedding and I'm finally getting to meet her fiance for the first time next weekend!!!! Melissa is coming up for the OU game and I can't wait to take her everywhere that is new and changed!!! My parents are still in limbo on coming up for thanksgiving but none the less Jeff and I are gonna be here together... I've got a good break for Christmas as well as bday!!! I can't wait!!! I need to get out of this hell hole for awhile because there is very little love in this city and I need a good dose of it so I'm off to get it!! Oh and Sable again.. sleeping next to me having her puppy dreams... they always get good when her tongue sticks out!! Man, I also have the wedding bug with all my close friends getting married in the next 7 months!

Side note to finish this long blog off.... Watching SVU... Oliva just arrested a guy who didn't speak English so she said his rights in Spanish! Some how that just doesn't seem right!

Wonderful Weather

Its early Sunday afternoon! Slept in a bit, walked the dog in the crazy chilly cold with wet wet grass which in turn creates soaking wet feet. As bad as it may seem, I feel like church isn't a good idea because I have nothing warm and appropriate to wear (Im not used to the dress really nice to a baptist church thing. Catholics are ok with daily attire) Not to mention after spending 30 min in the cold wet weather isn't helping how I feel (BTW its 39 degrees at 1pm and I really do LOVE IT!! :) )
Watched a new show called Ghost Lab who is based out of San Antonio and now of course we've got to be watching Dallas play Kansas City in their throwback uniforms.. which I kinda like. I'm cuddled on the floor, wrapped in my Snuggie (don't judge cause my mom made mine and its really cute and hella warm!!) Next to our fire (which of course was Jeff's first time to get one going (and all he had to do was put news ppr under the grate caused I'd already set up the wood and kindling)) that lead to a fun adventure, on in which Sable really doesn't like and has been laying in the bedroom ever since. I should be working my Mary Kay business and I will a lil later as I tell myself now however this week and just really cast a horrible tole on me!

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I have grown apparently a stronger bond to Sable as she seems to follow me around everywhere, cuddle up to me on the bed and even today for the first time and out of the random blue, she crawls over Jeff to sit in my lap. She is finally understanding we are here to take care of her as she is ours and that when we leave, we'll come back, when we go on a car ride, its just for fun and we'll still bring her back home after the fun outing.

Right now as I lay on the floor the smell reminds me of my grandma g's in Missouri and I miss her lots, and I miss actually going and seeing my family in Missouri! I feel like i'm living in this dead end rut with no end in sight and all that exists is trying to make money and when that isn't happening, sitting at home or going to bandera or vtown woopdi freaking do!! :(
Sorry for the depressing post, I needed to get it out there so that maybe my blood pressure will go down my heart will slow down :/

HOLY COW!!

So this has been a crazy couple of weeks. So much has happened! I've had an awakening that life is too short to take for granted and in light of that... Never throw caution to the wind when you do have fun. An incident along that lines has really weighed heavy on my heart and after tons of prayer and reassurance from family and friends, I'm moving on. So much so that I have AMAZING news!!! I of course started selling Mary Kay Aug 25th. I have had 2 coast to coast facials (which pertains to friends and family from all over the US calling into a conference line after receiving all the samples that I've sent and they are walked through a facial to try all the amazing products!!!) that were successful, a debut which produced 2 people which lead to 4 facials which then turned into... here's the kicker.... 3 NEW TEAM MEMBER'S( one official and 2 that I'm 99% sure are fully onboard)!! I'm Ecstatic!! Here's how it all happened... This month if you sign up to sell, You get to start your business fro $50... THEN your first order you get all of your product for 55% OFF!!!! You also get your free business cards, as well as you get your website for FREE for 6 months!!!! HOLY COW!!! This is really an amazing deal and I feel like an opportunity you can't pass up!! They got to experience Gloria Mayfield Banks and she is what did it for me and I'm glad cause she worked her magic on the others as well. I've really grown to appreciate working Mary Kay because these women are very happy, love their job and can't help but share it with everyone they come into contact with!! And who wouldn't be happy when you can work from home, put God 1st, family 2nd and Career 3rd!!! This company and product sells itself so I'm going to get off my soap box!!! Have a blessed day!!!